today whole day stayed at home,
so bored, nothing to do.
keep watching show ;D nice.
hungry so went to take bread to eat,
lazy go down so only ate bread,
that all for today le.

going see doctor soon,
during th june holiday.
hope wont get tablet bah.
if not sure keep vomitting wan.
getting too many illness alr,
must take care of myself le.
cannot fall sick anymore.

Went to gym with yuqin just now,
went khatib to buy some bread for lunch,
vomitted in th toilet, learn a lesson.
shouldnt eat before going gym -.-
now head damn dizzy and headache.
gonna rest just now alr.

what th hell am i thinking?
my heart hurts alot,
i shouldnt continue to think.
th pain will getting painful & painful.
i dont know why, sigh.
what am i do?
nothing, i really very scared.
i dont know what am i scared of,
even if i know,
i am not going to write it here.
anyone can tell me what should i do?
i am very confused of what to do.
i dont know anymore,
i dont wan to think anymore.
i lost too much chances that you gave alr.
i am going to regretted it for th rest of my time.
sigh, i only can say,
you will remain in my heart forever.
no one can replaced you in my heart.
believe me, i mean what i say.
is hard for me forget you,
so i will always love you <3



Later going to gym with yuqin,
will try to take photos and update later?
hope will barhs, if not blog very bored.
ok la, shall stop here..

i still missing you alot,
th msg that i send you ytd,
is my true feelings,
but i dont know you will believe anot.
i didnt know that i lost so many chances,
i dont wan lost you neither my friends,
i will not be close to them,
i will make you think that i am not flirting with them.
i will change for th better,
i hope i still have th chance,
but sighhhhhhhhh.
i dont think i still have anymore.

Today went tuition after that went out with **,
walk around, brought things,
went back khatib find mao a while,
after that went to find yuxin slack,
dont wan go home so early,
slack till 5plus 6 like that then went home.
that all for today, going gym with yq tmr.

Ytd went to ahma house, play maj with them.
my ahyi say wan buy hairband for me,
dont know true anot, but hope is true bah.
then keep playing until my jiujiu they all came.
my cousin very noisy keep saying wan play,
so my mum let her seat to him,
after that went to eat dinner at 7,
sit down and watch tv until 8plus,
then went home, th show damn nice.
gonna find th show and watch.
that all for ytd alr.

today, wake up damn bored,
so on com, but still bored.
going fareast with them on 1june.
finally one outing is confirm,
june holiday very bored,
who wanna jio me out? Lol.
maybe going peijin's house,
to slack during june holiday.
ok le, that all for today.

Today whole day in class slacking,
was having fun during physics lesson.
went home straight after school,
recieved a lot of homework,
got to do during th holiday alr.

Just come back from co, damn tired but fun!
Only got 24 people went for practice,
We was like slacking in th music room?
Nothing to tok about it, went home at 6plus.

I am still loving you alot,
I may look like i dont, but i am.
I still wan th chance,
But i doubt i will have it.
I am live without contact other guys,
Believe me, i can.


Today went to sch, should have gotten th mc from doctor.
Damn tired, i dont know why. Slack all th way.
Then went to eat during recess, damn hungry.
After that, went to class for mask making,
Draw a smiling face, then went to hall, very hot.
Keep using to plate to fan myself, Like no use like that.
After everything, went home eat and sleep until now.
Super tired, gonna sleep alot of th next few days,
Cuz of th stupid cough medicine,
which will make me fall asleep easily,
That all for today alr, tired. Zzz

Dont think too much,
I am still loving you.
I dont know how to show out,
So if i look like i dont love you,
please tell me,



Today went out for school trip, was still feeling unwell.
Went to th first place, cuz never eat breakfast & drink alot of water,
End up stomach empty that why damn pain until i cried.
First time pain until i cried, dont know what pain is that.
Went to bus & rest, went to th second place, damn cold lor.
& thanks kemelia again for lenting for her jacket.
Then went back to bus and headed back to school.
Was like damn sleepy and no energy in bus, sleep a while.
Went to eat lunch, walk around to buy things,
& went to slack at th merry go round, think alot of things there.
After that, time up. Went to school for co practice.
Went for like 1hour plus then go home?
So now i am, and gonna watch tv le. & seeing doctor later -.-

I am still loving you...

I dont think still got fever le, haha.
But my stupid cough make me wake up so early.
Is like very xinku lor. Omg, when can recover?
I wanna go out & play...
Stay at home, keep sleeping later become pig xP
That why nonono, must go out.
Sian lor, later still need go tuition, BORED !!
Lazy to type le, tmr then update.

Wake up damn early cuz head was like damn hot?
Waited for th time to past & go tuition.
Bloody cold lor. But had to bare with th cold ==
Went to meet friends to eat lunch,
went home after that, damn bored.
Reached home, dont know why damn tired.
So went to sleep, wake up feeling unwell,
Voice sound wired? Sometimes only,
Dont know why, But hope my voice will be back ^^
Miss my voice so much, sick at th bad timing -.-
I still wan to go out & play ;D
At home so bored, should be going to sch on mon,
Even though still having fever,
Cuz at home damn bored, dont wan stay at home.
That all for today alr, off to sleep or TV (:

Today went to school, was like damn cold for th whole day?
Was tired so lie down for a while during math lesson.
During recess, went outside library to slack with Weizhi.
Was damn cold, Weizhi touch my forehead,
Said i got fever. Just bcuz my forehead more hot than hers.
After school, went home to change & out for th outing,
Wear 2layer of clothing, but still cold.
Thanks kemelia for lenting for her jacket,
Her jacket was thick enough but still damn cold.
They touch my forehead, say i got fever.
Was damn tired, went home at 5plus cuz cannot alr.
Th head was like so dizzy & may fall anytime.
Went home, rested & woke up.
Now whole body damn hot, dont know what to do.
Maybe i shall go back to rest, maybe it will be better.
That all for today alr, no more energy to type T.T

Today was kindly moodless, dont know why.
Maybe bcuz of pure geo, Sigh T.T
Dont know what to do anymore, study hard?
Gonna type my pure geo punishment alr.
After sch, went to eat lunch with friends,
Went northpoint to buy things,
Brought quite a number of things.
After that went home, damn bored now.
But still need do th geo things. Hais.
Good luck to myself !!

I making it clear here, just in case people misunderstood.
I dont like reuben neither my senior -.-
I am not those kind so easy like other people.
I still have feelings for you,
If i dont have feelings for you,
This blogskin will be removed.

Today get back results, did badly.
No words to describe.
From today onwards, i must work hard.
Then went to northpoint with Pj & Friends,
Wanted to go partyworld,
Too late, so i went home.
Is like damn bored when i reached home?
Nothing to say anymore about today,
Going to watch my tv soon, haha.
I remind myself everyday to stay happy.

Today went to bugis with Yuqin, Sheila & Huimin.
Reach there, shop around & bought things.
Went to eat, Went neoprints, shop again.
After that went back Yishun, went Safra play pool.
My pool skill lousy lorhs. Must train le.
If not in front of someone ps lorh. Haha.
You should know who you are xD
Lazy type le, here are photos for today.



























Damn bored now, dont know wake up so early for what.
Msg-ed senior, never reply. Lol
Wait for him to reply, i can fall asleep alr.
But nevermind lah, Haha.
Now waiting for th time to past & go bugis.
& thanks for telling me all those words,
Make me no nightmares anymore le. Thanks uhs.
& Thanks Peijin for being there for me,
She is always there to listen to my story.
She was there when i feel sad.
Haha, Thanks a lot uhs. Loveyou <3

Went to eat breakfast with yuqin after exam,
Went home to change & out to mrt station.
After that went to take bus to safra,
to meet shijia & we were late..
Play pool for like one hour plus?
Then went lan with shijia, played audition.
Then went to eat lunch at 4tou,
bball after that, fun to me?
Went home after that, leg pain.
No photo, tmr going bugis,
Hope got photos to update, Haha.
That all le, Off to tv. Tv time.

Damn full now, eat little bit of dinner.
Starting to eat some food alr,
Cuz dont wish to have a hole in my stomach -.-
Tmr outing with Yuqin & maybe Shijia,
Off to pool. This few days keep playing pool.
Need study for chemistry alr,
Dont wish to fail my test cuz need badly for other subject.
Chinese = fail. Whole paper dont know.
Pure Geo = fail. Whole paper dont know.
Amath = Just pass. Careless mistake.
Math = Just pass. Hard to do. Omg sia.
English = Confirm Fail. Out of point.
This midyear no mood to study,
Confirm did badly for it, dont wan see result.
Must buck up alr, cannot slack anymore.
Now OLEVEL more important.
Hope my thinking wont change bah, Haha
That all le, off to study chem. Sianzxzx

About to go down buy things alr,
Need go buy th lip things,
Cuz lips too cry le, Haha.
Then need go buy personal thing,
& need to go tuition le,
One word to describe 'BORED'
Need go off le, next time then update.

Nightmares ): that why damn early wake up.
Stupid nightmares! Make me damn tired now.
Wake up, nothing to do so went to use com.
If got audition more good lor, can play.
Waiting for dad to ask th person come fix !
Waiting for Yuqin to confirm with me,
Going out with me on monday & tuesday anot.
I am waiting for youyou, Haha.
Take care of yourself okay? Get well,
Must eat th flu medicine on time to get well.
Will be here waiting for you to get well,
& go shopping with me. Haha.
Super bored now, nothing to do lorhs.
Off to watch television le,
Later going out buy things, & off to tuition.
Dont feel like going, damn bored there.
Stupid Junquan, Dont quit larhs.
You not there, very bored wan luhs. Haha.
Okay larhs, shall stop here & off to my tv.

Come back from Peijin's house le. Haha
Slack at her house until 5 like that,
Then went home with Jingyi.
Played Audition at her house,
Improve le, Haha. Damn fun to play ;D











Today woke up damn early,
Den th whole face burning. Lol
And there came th flu ==
Cant went back to sleep,
So decided to update blog.
I really dont know what more can i do?
When she msg you,
you dont even bother to reply me
You think that i wont know?
I know everything.
Is just that i never say out.
nevermind, you are sick,
I wont contact you anymore.
I will only make your fever worst & not better.
Get well soon. This is th only thing i can say.
You alr got your so called friend,
To be with you always and take care of you.
You wont need me anymore.
I am just extra if i care for you.
Sorry friend, take care.
everything that i wan say to you,
I will post here.
Dont wan msg you to disturb your life.
Even though i know you dont bother to come.
You wont come and read wan.
Nevermind, lets stop this topic le.
Later maybe meeting jingyi den go peijin house.
Me wan to play AUDITION badly.
Haha, if got photos will update.
If got la, if dont wan den next time.

Should i buy everlast tanktop?
Feel like buying it luhs.
Still got alot of things to buy,
Dont know enough money anot.
Keep spending money this few days.
No money le.
& yeah! Lost 2kg ==
Wan to lost more kg.
That all le, going to watch show.

Today had Literature and Physics test.
Was ok for both papers.
Do literature until hand tired ==
Den sleep in class for a while,
Den do physics test, damn tired lor.
Went to meet peijin outside sch.
Den went to mac for a while,
kaiyan saw me den i dont know.
Is peijin tell me den i know. Lol
Den went to near sch there to wait for jingyi.
Took bus to chong pang kfc,
Jiayi come and join us.
Went to buy fbt, Den went to slack.
Eat little bit, cant finish ==
Cant be blame, this few days no appetite.
Den went home, stomach damn pain.
Dont know why, that all le.
Love, MunPing

Today went to pool after exam, cuz no mood to study.
First time win so many at one go,
Won kaiyan and eunice, end up losing glenda.
Lose at th black ball. But nevermind. Haha.
Only pay one dollar for th pool and i played for 3 games.
Cuz they say loser pay for th next game.
Den after that went back, watch tv.
Gh they all went to play bowling,
as they was wearing something related to school,
they cant play pool. plus lan got alot of ppl at 2plus.
Emo-ing after that, Dont know why.
Lol, but now cheer up le. Hahas.
Not bcuz of anyone den cheer up.
That all le, meeting peijin & Jingyi after exam tmr.
Buying fbt tmr too. Asked them pei me go.
As was going out with them, so go buy also.
Shall stop here le. Will post when free.

Now i finally know how much your love for me will last.
You also make it so clear to me, so i wont disturb you anymore.
I will be strong & stop crying. Hope i can do it ! I can I can !
And i must do it, no matter what happen. I must.
Lets be friends barhs. Even though i know you wont treat me as friend.
Since i alr let go of th chance, i cant get another chance anymore.
Since you alr forgotten about me and you th feelings,
it also mean that we wont patch back anymore.
I will accept th fact and be strong. Hope you wont treat me like strangers.
I mean like after i forgotten most of th feelings,
I hope you can treat me like how you treat your friends.
I dont know how long will be not be talking larhs.
As you said, only after i forgotten you den you will talk to me.
I will be independent by myself. Cuz you wont always be beside me.
I am tired of crying too. So i will try not to cry anymore.
My two relationship make me dont trust guys anymore.
I know is my fault for making myself not to trust guys.
Cuz is me myself who make you give up hope on me.
I can tell you even if you like her, you wont tell anyone.
If you dont wan to get any trouble, you wont tell anyone wan.
After i forgotten you, which will be very long,
I doubt you will treat me as your friends wan lorhs.
After th relationship that i had gone through, i will be more mature.
I wont think anymore things already le.
I will try not to care anything about you anymore.
I will still keep my promise and wait for you after olevel.
Even though i alr know what is your answer after that le.
But since i make th promises i wont break it.
And i will prove to you that i can dont break promises !
I know no matter how much i change for you,
You wont trust or believe me anymore.
But hor, i just hope that we can be close friends like last year like that.
But i doubt you will treat me as your close friend la.
I think too much le larhs. I shall stop for today le.

You once told me, your bday wish is to be with me.
You pray to god & hope that you can be with me.
Now is my turn to do that to be with you.
I dont know whether it will come true anot.
But i hope it will, if it will,
I dont mind praying to god everyday.
Every morning and every night.

Dont know what to do now.
Totally get confused by you.
first time cry so much for you,
& th first time i get hurt so much.
This result in me cant study.
I dont know what to do seriously.

Edited
After i know alot of things,
i doubt you will still like me.
Alot of your friends wan you to forget me,
I know they dont wan you to get hurt anymore.
I think you will listen & forget me barhs.
I am 100% clear, I dont like reuben.
Th feelings is all past & will remain in th past.
Now even if i love you alot,
also got no use, i cant get back you.
I know you scared you will get hurt by me,
i can promise you i wont anymore.
But i doubt you will believe me.
If i ever hurt you again,
i dont mind getting beat by your friends.
I also dont mind getting called names by them.
All i wan to you to come back.
But is hard, you alr forgotten all of it.
You wont trust me anymore.
This blog will only post everything about you.
Cuz i dont know how to say to you.
You dont listen, you wont ans my call.
You like dont wan reply me too.
I really dont know what to do.
This is th only way,
me saying out everything in blog,
instead of telling you.
as i make a deal with eunice,
I will do it. I will show you i can wait for you.
I dont know whats more can i say.
I dont think you will come my blog too.

Study 3 math textbook, damn tired ==
Still need to study social studies later.
Sian lorhs. Keep study study study.
After exam, i confirm go out & play.
Too bored of studying lorhs ):
But now, must work hard le.
Mid year exam very important alr.
That all le, need go study again -.-

What is lost, we cant get back anything.
Once lost, you will regret forever.
Nothing can make it turn back time.
Dont regret anything you do.
Good luck.