Now i finally know how much your love for me will last.
You also make it so clear to me, so i wont disturb you anymore.
I will be strong & stop crying. Hope i can do it ! I can I can !
And i must do it, no matter what happen. I must.
Lets be friends barhs. Even though i know you wont treat me as friend.
Since i alr let go of th chance, i cant get another chance anymore.
Since you alr forgotten about me and you th feelings,
it also mean that we wont patch back anymore.
I will accept th fact and be strong. Hope you wont treat me like strangers.
I mean like after i forgotten most of th feelings,
I hope you can treat me like how you treat your friends.
I dont know how long will be not be talking larhs.
As you said, only after i forgotten you den you will talk to me.
I will be independent by myself. Cuz you wont always be beside me.
I am tired of crying too. So i will try not to cry anymore.
My two relationship make me dont trust guys anymore.
I know is my fault for making myself not to trust guys.
Cuz is me myself who make you give up hope on me.
I can tell you even if you like her, you wont tell anyone.
If you dont wan to get any trouble, you wont tell anyone wan.
After i forgotten you, which will be very long,
I doubt you will treat me as your friends wan lorhs.
After th relationship that i had gone through, i will be more mature.
I wont think anymore things already le.
I will try not to care anything about you anymore.
I will still keep my promise and wait for you after olevel.
Even though i alr know what is your answer after that le.
But since i make th promises i wont break it.
And i will prove to you that i can dont break promises !
I know no matter how much i change for you,
You wont trust or believe me anymore.
But hor, i just hope that we can be close friends like last year like that.
But i doubt you will treat me as your close friend la.
I think too much le larhs. I shall stop for today le.